(edited 2 times, 930 eastern is the most recent comment by me.)

sorry guys, I cant this post to edit, so here is another trigger warning or 2:  weird episode of violence toward a pet, anger, feelings, non detailed mention of past fears and experiances.

( dont know what may trigger, so its all under a cut, general fear entry, kicking, anger... )

( triggers for family abuse, mention of self harm )